I am comfortable being lost in the grass. A lot of my thoughts are scattered, confusing and unrelated. Instead of trying to see the path in advance, I try and connect the disconnected. If there is a path in advance, it is that creating enough connections will create a path. Even if I was bold enough to plan in advance, we don't control the unintended consequences. There is a big disconnect between our plans and the way things play out. Even if by chance the two rhyme. We fit a narrative to how things happened, as if we were in control of the cause and effect. The world is complex, ambiguous and uncertain. It is also incredibly beautiful and I love those connections. If I love enough connections, a path will take care of itself.